In life..there are agony and pain.. But what about if the happiness you have given yet the agony you received in return..Ah..mind me..I almost forgotten that's how this world spinning..It keeps on spinning the selfishness of human being and the backstabbing of acquaintances and contemporaries.  Well..allow me to waive the "chance" of being part of those human beings as I do not wish to be remembered in such a way and I do not wish to be praised by pleasing others and I ought to believe being me is better; with some tuning ahead and abiding with my "humble" principles.. My father used to remind me once.."anak papa, bila tak ada soalan tapi ada jawapan, sesuatu yang tak kena di situ" {translation: my dearest daughter, when there's no question yet there's an answer to that question..then something is definitely wrong somewhere"}  It was true what my father told me.. I have experienced it today..suit me right! {sigh}... I learnt a valuable lesson today and it will be an awakening steps ahead...Move on dearie self.. be strong this time.. I am with you..you are me and I am you..we both need each other..I need my conscience.. Do light up my tunnel of naiveness and truthfulness to the wisdom to embracing a meaningful life.. InsyaAllah we will..